tmd i'm friggin angry... really friggin angry sia.. and i cant even type in my own blog.. TMD!!

I have this project work for one of my courses.. and I'm working with this girl I previously had an unhappy experience with. But cos we couldnt find other grp members this time round so bobian grp with them again. Then I thot ok la.. should be better this time round.. so I never really protest.

Then recently, she started to chu pattern again lor. OMG. I'm friggin pissed off. Cos I know a lot of other pple in my fac... so sometimes when my friends tell me that they have already advanced very far in their project work I will be kinda stressed out and I will tell them we really need to start doing something soon. And so we split the work and drew lots and then we eached submitted our work to someone to compile, and this girl was in charge of presentation. So I thought ok lor.. presentation.. nothing much for her to do lor... even if she skive oso cant affect us much.

Then who knows, after seeing whatever stuff we got and compiled, she managed to persuade the other presenters that we don't need so many presenters so she can don't present. And then in return, she will compile the project proposal and hand it in. In essence, it is juz taking whatever the other grp members have done and copying and pasting it together only. Nothing much wan. So I also didn't think much of it, went to research whatever I can and sent the stuff to her. And then we also held this meeting where we discussed whatever we needed to add in and split the work again to go research further and send the info to the girl.

And then today, Shiqin, a fren from my clique told me that the girl sent her the proposal she's 'compiled' yesterday... which is basically a pile of CRAP! She didn't even bother to open all the attachments we sent her with all the info we've painstakingly researched and juz typed whatever little bit of info she heard during the meeting.. like one-liners with no reference. You know how much time each of us went to research for stuff to put into the proposal or not!!!! WAH my blood is boiling. And then she pushed the blame to us la! Say we never give her the references etc etc.. PUI LOR! I can open the attachment I sent her and point out where all the references are can! I even remembered very clearly on the day of the meeting I specially pointed out to her where all the references are can! WAH BIANG. I really damn fuckin angry sia. WHAT IS HER FRIGGIN PROBLEM LA!

And according to Shiqin, she purposely put in her msn nick "Totally Off" (I duno cos I'm seldom online these days). And when SQ went to ask her why she put that nick, she told her its cos she found that I was too demanding and I kept comparing us to other grps. TMD LOR! She went to 恶人先告状! And she even went to tell one of my best friends that can!

So to be fair la.. I asked everyone in my grp whether they really found me demanding.. no one thot so lor! I was juz trying to get the best results as a group, I wasn't pinpointing anyone lor! And so I'm not supposed to compare with other grps arh.. u know what.. we happen to have a slot for our presentation RIGHT AFTER one of the best presenters ever. Then what! Don't compare?! Do wrong oso never mind!? She's juz plain friggin SLACK CAN!? She juz doesn't want to do work can!

And she was also pissed off at me cos I kept asking if the presenters could try presenting once to juz the grp members, in case they get stage fright on the actual day. Then what?! Don't even try and run thru once meh!? They havent even tried presenting in front of such a huge crowd before can!? They are answerable to us lor! That was their only job can?! Juz presenting.. nothing else! Is it too much to ask of them?! To be fair, I also asked the other grp members what they thought.. in fact it was THEIR idea to let the presenters have a dry run lor.. juz that suay suay I was the one who reflected this idea to her. And its already damn obvious that she's really 对人不对事 can!? Cos of that long ago incident... when she was also part of my project grp. She didn't do her job oso lor. And I didn't even tell anyone abt it until I was really DAMN PISSED OFF then I only told like my 3 closest friends about her. And now she went to even tell MY BEST FRIEND how pissed off she was at me.. com'on.. the feeling is friggin mutual.

OMG I'm DAMN PISSED OFF CAN... HOW THICK IS HER SKIN!!! She's the one not doing her work lor! And in fact, it was SQ who got pissed off at her first. I didn't know abt all the above until SQ told me. So I wasn't like biased against her or what lor. Her behaviour is really disgusting can! And I thought she's changed for the better... omg... OMG!!! ARGH. I really feel like killing someone now. I'm DAMN ANGRY. But at least now its not juz me. The rest have also seen her true colours. SQ was purposely saying loudly in front of her how now WE have to do the compiling cos of the HORRIBLY SHODDY work she's done... she DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER to open the attachments of the work every single grp member has painstakingly done... I'm seriously damn pissed... then what the hell did we do the work for?! Its not like we asked her to write the proposal from scratch lor! She's juz COMPILING! Its like the easiest job already! And SHE CHOSE THAT JOB LOR! She could have stayed as a presenter... is she 自作主张 go create a new job for herself.. den dont do it properly..

WAH I'm really damn angry... ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!